..keepin’ it movin’, keepin’ it real.. [a page about how we are all feeling leading up to..

{personal statement from Marcus, 9.17pm Wednesday January 10, 2024}

Earlier, i did a solo Wednesday run. When I almost was home, I did a short vid for keeping the momentum going.

As it happens, today, I felt quite a lot of sadness in many places where I was, where I wanted to be, what I know I want to do, what I know I have to do, the list is virtually endless..

When I changed my fitness roster to include an extra short run tonight, my intensions were not alligned. I did not respect all the other Marcus’s energetic systems which he has voluntarily decided to have around him OR all of the other energy systems which voluntarily want to be around all his - which will react - when the narrative changes (TRANSFERENCE on a huge scale, potentially). I have just said to Tony, my husband, that if my workload changes at late notice, that I will seriously reconsider putting more extra activities upon myself, when the energetic, vibrational, karmic kickback flies from many directions. I then apologied to him, and the smile I received showed all the other me’s that his energy systems are watching.

The other major thing I really want to mention here is this: When Dr. EPIC unexpectedly responded to my short prose I wrote and posted on Insta {also unexpectedly written by me}, the thing he said will stay with me for my current incarnate. Paraphrasing, when someone knows they do have all sorts of stuff to do, to get through their day, just to continue on in every other aspect of their life, it is possible to also be there for others at the same energetic time, or others’ energy systems, whatever form these pockets of time involve, when one allows themself/themselves to be vulnerable enough to receive absolutely vital information from others when consciously deciding to voluntarily achieve a voluntary aim, which, by the way is vountary !